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My dearest Jessica. Here it is, christmas and you're not with us this year. But you're still here in our hearts and I want to tell you all the things I miss about you.

I miss your beautiful face
I miss your brilliant eyes and how they sparkled
I miss your wonderful sense of humour
I miss your giving heart and concern for others
I miss hearing your laugh
I miss our talks
I miss seeing you roll your eyes at me
I miss seeing you raid the fridge
I miss hearing you sing
I miss hearing you go on and on about horse trivia
I miss hearing you go on and on about Chance
I miss seeing you getting silly with your sister
I miss doing your hair or makeup for a special occasion
I miss meals with you and seeing you laugh so hard milk comes out of your nose
I miss being excited for you as you were growing into a wonderful young woman
I miss your sensibility mixed with such innocence
I miss your teachers bragging on you( well they actually still do)
I miss your brilliant mind
I miss shopping with you
I miss picking on you about Sponge Bob
I miss your beautiful smile
I miss holding you when you were sad
I miss buying you x-mas presents
I miss helping you plan for your future
I miss the face you sometimes made when I asked you to do housework
I miss all the help you gave me when i DIDNT ask
I miss how you looked out for your siblings
I miss hearing you fight with those same siblings
I miss the twinkle in your eye when you got to try new things
I miss your support of my music
I miss the inspiration you gave me to write
I miss seeing you sing in the choir and march in the band
I miss your unconditional love
I miss YOU, my first born, my pride and joy, my best friend.