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Dear Beautiful Blue-Eyed Kaiser Girl,

Oh Jessie, I can't even begin to tell you how much I miss you. There could never be enough words. I remember in 9th grade I had hit a brick wall in my life and I turned to you for help and you looked me straight in the eye and said..."I know that when you feel like there's no hope you lose sight of what really matters, but what really matters is that God loves you and so do I and if all else fails we'll always be there for you..." or something close to that. You also once told me that God had a plan for all of us but we never thought this would be his plan.
Your funeral was so beautiful and I felt your presence with every tear that fell down my face. I know that this is only good bye for a little while but it seems that every day becomes longer and harder to face without you around. Pain seemed to be lessened so much when I had you here with me and now that I am facing the worst pain of my life it doesn't seem fair that I can't have you here to tell me that this is only a temporary thing.
I talked to you about a week before the accident and you said that you wanted to go bowling, just you,Melissa and I and I promised you that we would and you of all people know that I am a girl of my word so when I get to Heaven we'll have to make one heck of a thunderstorm...Ha Ha!
I do wish that Heaven had a phone but until we talk again....I'll look for you in the sunset my beautiful blue-eyed girl.........I LOVE YOU KAISER GIRL!

*Stephanie Kaye