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Jessi,

Why you? It seems like it's always someone good who has to leave us. I know you can read this so I just want to make sure that you know that I love you. I know you've heard that a lot lately from everyone but don't ever think we don't really mean it..we mean it now more than ever. I can't help but cry every time I look at a picture of you..or even hear your name. It's crazy, ever since your accident I keep running across pictures of mine that I have of you. I'm really into making collages so, when I get bored or even just to make me feel better I make them. The other day I sat down and found a picture of you standing by Stephanie and Ivy from one of the choir concerts we had a while back...it's the center of my collage. I miss you more than anything and there are no words to tell you how I feel or what I'm thinking or...anything. Everyone seems lost without you. You were like our guiding light. You were always there to help everyone...and anyone.

I also had a wreck over the summer. It was crazy. It was exactly 2 weeks and 4 days before yours. All I kept thinking at your funeral was that it could have been Brittaney and I in the gym. And now I wish it was. If it would have saved you from being harmed, I would've taken your place in a heartbeat. God does have a plan and he used you as his example. Take care of us down here, we still need ya badly. Mollys a doll...you taught her well. Wish you were here but glad you're up there.. love you always.

Charlie Rose Webster